Monday, January 11, 2010

is it worth the rejection?

Dear Blog,

After 5 days of not going to the ward I told myself, "this is it Farah...today's the day you get back that excited feeling like every time you go to the ward during O&G"

Tough luck.

Tried, but to no avail.

Went to the ward with Assila with a mission..to clerk at least one patient with full examination.

Again, tough luck.

After eating lunch, went to the wards. We approached patients and got rejected.

Dahlah most of the patients in Surgical wards all look so tenat, it's impossible to approach them. And the ones that appear healthy plak, reject us. So how do you frickin' expect us to learn if patients don't want us to examine them.

MALAS nak gi ward sekarang.

If I fail...it's the whole stupid medical system's fault. Self-learning bullshit. Of corzlah all you doctors, registrars and specialists won't get rejected...you guys are already DOCTORS. You're the one who's gonna treat them and crap. When it comes to students, patients don't give a rat's ass about you. All we do is ask questions and examine them. What do patients get out of that? Nothing. So why should they allow us to approach them? I can tell, they're even annoyed by us. Duh~ If I were a patient pun I'd halau all you stupid medical students. Sebok je.

I'M STRESSSSSSSSSSSSED!!!!!

.I hate surgery..or more specifically, MEDIC!!! l e n a.

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