The 2 weeks of a lifetime

Dear Blog,

Ya Allah, please give us strength to go through this.
Please show us the way to move on. It's so hard.

My mind keeps thinking about her.
My heart misses her so much.

Everywhere I look, there will always be something there to remind me of her.
Her scent is everywhere at home.

It is all but memories now.

God loves you too much, He took you back. And we have to learn to let go.
But how is that possible when everything was so sudden?

I am still shocked in disbelief. My tears are thought to have dried up but all things reminding me of you will provoke the waterworks.

I hope that you are ok. And I pray that when you wake up, you will not feel alone.
You're the greatest wife, mother, grandmother and great-grandmother in the world.

There is no other.

I love you so much and I miss you greatly. Please know that I hope to have made you proud til your very last breath.

Semoga ditempatkan bersama orang yang beriman.

Amin.

He's there

Dear Blog,

Just heard. I hope she's OK. I hope it's nothing serious.

Ya Allah, please make sure she's alright.

.pray, l e n a.

devastated

Dear Blog,



Just when I had the chance to talk to my fav doc, I got sent away. Unlucky for some.

But, good friends know how to cheer you up. Thank you :)

.let's see things from a new and different perspective, l e n a.

time to step out of the shadows

Dear Blog,

I'm tired of trying to follow people I don't know.

I'm also tired of being alone, looking at the others going about in their small groups.

I'm not sure why I don't know who to sit with in the lecture hall.


All I know is, I'm a lone ranger and it's time to step up my game. So what if they're all in gangs? Nanti dah kerja, your friends might not be there with you. So I guess it's good to practice and experience that now. Coz I know. I'll survive. I can adapt.

.LR, l e n a.