...it is time...

Dear Blog,

Aizad & Adel's Tok Wan passed away today. My condolences to their family. Al-Fatihah.

It's also sad because their arwah Tok Wan hadn't got the chance to see and hold Adel & Maria's newborn baby - Baby Kayla.

With this, I have sorta set my mind. Life is short. As a medical student, the most opportune moment to get married is before I become a house officer (HO) or 2 years after being an HO. Anytime before or after that would be too soon and too late.

I'm really hoping I can get married as early as I can. The reason is becoz I want my Tok Wan and Tok Mum to be there, at the wedding. Seeing me get married and getting to know my future husband. They are too important to me to not be at my wedding. I want them to sit at the VIP table, and I want to see how proud they are with me for marrying the man of my choice. InsyaAllah, if it's God's will to panjangkan umur mereka.


OK, a change in tune.

Just got back from my study group with Amzar, Assila & Fatin. I enjoy our study group sessions together coz I'm able to speak freely with these people...and vice versa. You'll only lose out if you hold back and restrict all your questions.

You'll be able to learn more if you speak more
You'll be able to understand more if you ask more

We're usually advised to make groups consisting members of odd numbers (3,5,7. Preferably 5, to avoid small talk and gossip-ing), but in our case it's an exception. Coz we get along alright, so, it's no hassle really. However, occasionally...gossip-ing is inevitable. Well, whatever right? 2-3 hours straight of just medic junks will definitely make you go "cuck-oo". Gotta have commercial breaks in between, if ya know what I mean.

Anyway, I'd best be off. Not much to talk about tonight. Nitey!

.sorrow, l e n a.