when it starts, when will it end?

Dear Blog,

I'm there again. That point in my life where I feel so down, even an ant can step on me.

I woke up late. The first time EVER in O&G posting. today's ward round prolly started early..at 7.45-8.00am due to the many, many surgical appointments that needed to be done this morning. The docs split into 2, splitting the ward round into 2.

Had a teaching with Prof Za and Doc N. today, felt like I knew nothing about Gynae...coz I don't know anything about Gynae. Felt like the dumbest person on earth.

So, I friggin slept from 5-6pm til God knows what time late at night.

I woke up, my room was dark. Checked the time, it's late.

Went to the cafe, bought myself some nice coffee to drink, took a shower and stuff...and now, I'm blogging and eating bread for dinner.

I think I have to stay up tonight and read up on Gynae. I know nothing.

Time to shy away from this stupid world, again. People, just leave me alone for a while, k?

.depressed, l e n a.