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Dear Blog,

Holy crap. Rock Riot macam bangang. Why is it so lagging nowadays? I can't play a decent song without it being stuck. It's so frickin' annoying.

Grrrrr...!!!

Now i'm having a headache for swearing too much..lol. Dizzy, dizzy.

Or perhaps...I'm not feeling well?

The weather's pretty bad lately (wth? talking about the weather?? I sound like an old person...or, more like a person trying to create a conversation with someone new, but not knowing what to say)

It's always raining in the morning, evening and at night. Is there any time of the day that it's not gonna rain?

Anyway, today was hilarious. I've no patient to cover, I felt so calm and nerve-free. You could say today's an OK day. The cafe outside PPUKM is closed for renovations, therefore breakfast was eaten at the indoor cafe (note to self: it suckss there! it's more expensive and the food isn't all that great).

I bumped into Dr. Rahana while I was putting some mee hun on to my plate. I greeted her by saying "Doctor" while I nodded towards her..then I heard her tease:

"ni dah makan banyak ni, boleh lah present banyak-banyak ye nanti?".

I was like, owhh...sense of humour? She's in a good mood today. Wayyy cool!

I usually respond with silly stuff, you know, to joke around and lighten the mood. But, I dunno. I guess I was trying too hard to make sure I could maintain her mood this way I ended up saying something stupid. So, here's what I said:

"Owhh, tak boleh"

Doc was like..."hah? tak boleh?"

I replied, "sebab nanti kena rebut patient dengan orang lain"........brilliant Farah. What a dumb reply.

Then Doc was like "....ok". Then she split. LOL. That was funny. After that, I kept replaying that whole scene in my mind, thinking of better replies and stupid jokes that I should've said instead. I know it's silly, but I enjoy making people laugh. So when a joke of mine turns sour, or, stupid (pretty much)...I regret saying it and I try to come up with something funnier inside my head and imagine the outcome - whether they would react differently. LOL. OK, stop this nonsense already. Let bygones be bygones (i don't even know how to spell that, btw)

Owh yeah, my case presentation at the Obstetrics clinic just now was...again...silly. Even though I've presented like alotta times already, I have no idea why I still get nervous. I've done Physical Examination (PE) on patients pretty often, but my hands still shake when I do so. What's your problem Farah? You high on drugs or something? Or, maybe it was the nescafe I drank this morning? I usually get tremors after drinking 'em.

Right, before I go off..just wanna remind myself about the mistake I made during my PE previously. When looking for the fundal height, DON'T press too hard. You'll miss the correct estimation that way and end up measuring something wayyy below than what it's spose to be. Start laterally, gently and lightly work your way up to the fundus. Try it on patients at the ward, OK? Good Luck! =)

."makcik oi! ni bukan dating scan. Tau tak dating scan tuh apa?"....*sniff2*, l e n a.