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Dear Blog,

My room at our KJ aparment is done! Sarah's grocery shopping stuff have been bought!

So, it's only logical to do what I did the whole day today.....



SLEEP!!! yay!



I've been anticipating this kinda sleep ever since my exams were over. Now, only now do I get to indulge in a whole-day slumber!


But then again, when I awoke, I had that whole arthralgia, myalgia, headache symptoms going on. So, note to self : Don't oversleep. It's bad for your body, mind and soul. Ha Ha. As if I would listen to myself there.


OK. What's been going on?

Two guys a girl and a nasi lemak stall

But, the latter has really nothing to do with the next story.


I've been getting to know this guy, H. He's really funny, tall, good english (vocab, grammar), talented (plays the keyboard and a bit of guitar) and artistic. Not to mention smart - coz he's already working as a junior architect somewhere in KL. Jenna and her boyfriend, Eddie, introduced us.

The only problem right here is....he's just a bit....different face-to-face. Not physically, just personality and attitude wise. Coz physically he's really ok. He's got that chinese look going on, that I like hehe. The long hair, though, I'm not so keen about that..lol. He's a rocker. He's in a band called the Irotori, a death metal band. So, don't ask me why he has really long hair hehe.

Ok so, we've been contacting each other through FB, YM and on the phone. No, not talking but texting. I really don't like to chit-chat on the phone (H's excuse for me was that because I didn't like the phone going all over-heated and stuff.. Right.. haha) I really like the him on the phone and online, but meeting him in person is kinda...again, different. How so? Can't explain. It just...is.

H has been texting me every single day. Initially, I didn't feel like replying all his messages coz he asked too much, hehe. And the stuff we talked about was so very random, Jenna calls this "sickness"...loose of association. Talks about things that have nothing to do with the stuff he was talking about. Hehe, but he really is funny, in a dopey kinda way. Which I find cute, sometimes. He even hints about us, and asked me out a couple of times. Just last night, he invited me out to go watch a movie with him sometime. I told him, we'll just see first. Coz knowing me, I'm not that fond of socializing, lol. But, I couldn't help thinking about another guy, once upon a time, whom I usually text and go out with wayyy before I met H.

K...I've known K for years already. In and out of like. Now out, recently in. But, maybe I'm not so sure.

So, 2 nights ago I text K after receiving a message from him on YM. He didn't reply. Ouch. But then, last night he replied. Said he was sorry, bla bla bla. Initially, I had that butterfly feeling in the stomach. But later on, I didn't feel like texting him anymore. Just like that, I can fall out of like. How silly of me. So, from here on I thought about K and H.

K is a guy that's soo outta my league, is just a friend and wants to stay that way.

H, has been nothing but nice to me, excluding all the weirdness, I think we could have alotta fun together.

It's about time to put the past behind me. Let's just follow the flow Farah. If it don't workout, owh well, maybe someone else. But, I don't think I'd enjoy weighing "the i like, i don't like" scale with K anymore. It's very tiring.

So H, it's really nice to meet you. And, I would definitely like to watch that movie with you soon =)

.don't over-analyze, l e n a.