cold as ice

Dear Blog,

Brrrrr...it's freeeeeezing here, down in UKm...(LOL).

I forgot to bring my winter wear. Thank God for Fatin's IKEA vanilla candle, which is our only source of heat, we are still able to feel our peripheries. It's "snowing" outside, barely able to see the trees outside her window. It's easily...what...10 degrees out there? LOL.

I woke up this morning in my room, shivering from the strands of my hair to the very edge of my toenails. Despite my quilt that barely preserved heat for my body, my fan speed was only 3. It shouldn't have been freezing, it shouldn't.

After a few rounds of running up and down the stairs this morning (cafe doors weren't unlocked yet, so gym door wasn't unlocked either. the stairs were the only place feasible for me to break a sweat), I felt breathless too fast. It could've been because of the cold weather, or my lack of exercise for the past few weeks. But the fact of the matter is...I now have very low stamina.

Shower felt like hell-freezing. As soon as a dew of water splashed unto my skin, all my bones shook to the very core. That was not water, that was frozen liquid. For awhile there, I couldn't differentiate between hot and cold.

Winter. I can see the icicles hanging down from tree branches and the window sill of each dorm. Bird chirping? None at all, for they might be taking shelter elsewhere.

Rain. Pouring down from the dark, grey sky. It hasn't stopped since yesterday morning. No, it stopped. Just a few hours, minutes even. How was I to know? I've been in the room ever since.

Sun. I forgot how beautiful a bright blue sky can look like. I miss the ray and heat that you've bestowed upon us all these years. Where have you gone? Please, come back.

these photos aren't mine, btw. googled 'em.

Ok. Done with my merepekness. It's so cold laaa. I don't have the mood to study anymore. 2 weeks is just too much for me to handle. I can't look at books and notes for 2 friggin weeks straight. It's torture! I hate it. Come on...exam already!! (macamlah dah abis baca semua) =(((

.Winter in Malaysia? l e n a.

wataday!

Dear Blog,

Had a 12 hour (++) break from education today.

Yup, did not study the whole day.

Woke up early for a Saturday just to go back home. Arrived home to find Jenna sick, Leanna on the bed just recovered from some fever. Ritz was already gone, at toks' crib after sending Mommy to work.

Leanna and I played hours and hours of Starcraft.

Went to Subang and had breakfast at Fawwaz (1 and a half roti susu and teh tarik).

Went back to Toks', spent time with family then headed back to KJ and continued more rounds of Starcraft : Broodwar. We rocked! Initally played 3on2...then 3on3 and we WON! hehehe. Didn't think I could do it coz I felt rusty...but we had great teamwork, good job guys! Then, went to CC with Leanna, Chico and Hedz for a few rounds of Left 4 Dead 2. (had so much fun! can't wait to play with you guys some more after my finals heheh)

I think I played too much games today coz during our second map, I felt nauseated. I was dizzy, had a headache and wanted to vomit. It was crazy. Also, the only meal I had was that roti susu and teh tarik, despite the less sugar Redbull I had at the CC.

OMG. How unproductive!

So, at Toks...I felt like vomiting. Leanna said I looked sick, so I ate some of the porridge Mommy made for Jenna. I had to force myself to eat it coz it just didn't wanna swallow.

Never had I ever imagined that I would ever want to vomit due to excessive gaming...like, seriously. LOL.

I felt better after the porridge and Spicy Chicken McDeluxe. Thank you family. Love you all! I'm back at UKM now, and I already miss you! =((

.let's study!. l e n a.