Homesick Undergraduate

Arrrggghhhh!

Peepz! What lah. I'm so bored dey. I know I have PBL (Problem-based learning) to finish and it's due tomorrow morning at 8. But I can't focus adi. For the past few days, it's been sleepang, sleepung, sleeping. My finals is like, what, 3 weeks after raya? And here I am, sleeping away. Owh, you know what else sucks? I FAILED for my fudging MS (Medicine Society) Minitest II paper the other day. It carries mark for the final paper nanti. Eventhough I got 60% for the first Minitest, I still have hell to do to make sure I pass for the final exam. I don't understand why MS has to exist. I mean, yeah, I get it. We will be using this. But the period of time they give us to actually understand the statistical basis of MS is seriously not sufficient.

A friend of mine, Anis said we should all (all = Ainul, Temoh, Fatin, Chupa or whoever it is who's interested in joining) do a lil get together before the finals. Learn, understand and practice together. Sounds good. But I would have to sacrifice at least ONE day of my study week. (study week = a week or more of no classes, right before finals) But this is only for MS lah. If for the other Modules, We'll just have to wait and see. I prefer study groups, especially with Ainul and Fatin coz last year we did it when they were staying at KTSN 1 (main dorm, we call duduk dalam)..I saw an improvement in my grades. Now, Both of 'em are staying at KTSN 2 (we call, duduk luar). That's like, far away from my dorm. So, it's difficult to do study groups. All 5 of 'em Ainul, Anis, Chupa, Fatin & Temoh live together in one house there. When I say house, it's not really a house house, but more of a mini apartment/flat thingy. They have 2 rooms (3 in one room, 2 in the other), 1 toilet and a kitchen that's attached to the study room + living room.

I've only slept over at their place 2 times. So far, it's ok. I just can't figure out where to sleep sometimes due to lack of space for a 6th party. But they make me feel comfortable there and that's all that matters. They make me feel happy, and not without friends. It's cool hanging out with them coz they're really funny. Humor is not a good enough word to describe this gang. Funny but absurd at times, in a good way of course =)

(Chupa & Me) + (Ainul, Fatin, Temoh, me and Anis)

Staying at KTSN 1 really, really makes me anti-social. This is because the medical students that stay here aren't really the type of crowd i'm used to hangout with. Don't get me wrong, most of them are really nice. But it's just me I guess. I'm not really in their circle, and I regard that as my fault actually. I'm too caught up with my family and the friends that I already have consequently, I overlook my bond with the other coursemates. Nevermind, I have another 3-4 years to do that I guess. I just hope at least one of my close friends will stay at the main campus next year. Sometimes I just feel left out when they talk about something I don't know and stuff.

Anyway, I guess I'd better hit the showers now. (Yeah, I didn't take a shower yet. So what? lol) I'll be busy doing my PBL tonight, but of course leaving my YM on, just to checkout who else is online. That's all folks! l e n a out!