The reason why God invented SMS

Dear Blog,

What the fudge is wrong with everybody in this frickin' world? Communication is an essential role in life, and is required in situations that mostly involve work. So, what happens when there's no communication between colleagues? No job is done!

That's what I'm pretty much facing right now. This, portable mini gadget that can fit the palm of your hand is called a mobile phone. It's mobile and it's a phone. So what do we do with this piece of junk? Gee..I dunno, maybe reply all the messages that were sent to you?!

If there are some people you wanna or have to ignore, by all means, be my guest. But do not, I repeat, DO NOT! ignore my messages, especially the ones that are related to work, projects, assignments and all those shyts. Do you know the consequences that the sender has to face if the job that was to be done is NOT done? I'll tell you, his or her head will be chopped off.

Now, pertaining to the massive blow-up above, I'd like to share this lil piece of story or predicament that I'm in. I'm an Exco I Multimedia for UKM's 4KL '09. So, that means I'm in charge of all those multimedia crap. So, my Exco II is in charge of the replica and mascot. Since I am the Exco ONE, I am to know my Exco TWO's working progress. But, what happens if that particular exco doesn't reply any of your messages? And the Pengarah wants to know what's up with the fudgin' replica and mascot crap? What do I say? Easy, I just say it's still in progress. Not a lie, and it's the truth. I know it's still in progress, cause if it isn't, I'ma shoot that no good Exco of mine. Right after I take out one of her kidneys and eye out.

Other than that sorry-excuse-to-be-human exco of mine, there are others that didn't reply my SMS today. But i'll just elaborate more on this person that I was supposed to obtain last year's 4KL photos from. I'll call him N. Thank god he has a Maxis number, otherwise my credit dah abis from constantly messaging him. The best part is, he didn't even reply my text messages. What a waste of credit on my part. I can't claim that money, so that's long gone~ I didn't just SMS him today, I SMS him last week too. But, y'know maybe he changed his number or something. Or maybe not. My report said "Message sent". In plain English, that would mean the recepient received whatever the heck that was sent in the first place.

All in all, my temper has gone really bad over the past few weeks. I prefer to just sit and keep quiet, otherwise I might blow up to some innocent bystander. We wouldn't want that to happen now, do we? I need anger management, I know. But, I really don't have time for that. Maybe in the next life or something, yes?

Almost anything ticks my bomb. The more my bomb ticks, the closer we get to a HUMONGO-SHIMIMONGO-A-bomb explosion. So please, don't push me when I say no. Don't make silly and irrelevant jokes. Stop forcing me into doing things I don't feel like doing. I'm just tired. I wanna go home, be with my family and just sleep it off.

l e n a out~

p/s: Sorry for exploding. I really have been unhappy for weeks now. This is the only place I feel confortable enough to say whatever and whenever I want. So, if you think that this "Farah" is crazy, or is a lunatic. You might not be wrong. I'm not right in the head sometimes and I think it may be due to my emotional instability. Therefore, if you are my friend I ask you to bear with me and accept me as who and what I am. Everybody has their goods and bads. My "bad" just outweighs the good more than you know.