We're all NOT ok

Dear Blog,

I feel as though this whole world - and it's people, are shutting & blocking me out and ignoring me as though I'm dead (over-exaggerated things just a weeny bit).

Is it me, or do I get a feeling a lotta people hate me? Too strong of a word? OK lah, 'dislike' me. The internet here reeks~ It abandoned me a few moments ago. I couldn't connect to YM and IE was pretty damn slow! (excuse me language) Other than that, just like my previous blog entry, people don't really reply my SMS. Which also stinks and it makes me wonder whether my phone is not working or they reallllly dislike me.

All in all, I'm bored. My boredom is up to an extent where I feel like going out of this confined space of a campus and just wander around KL all by my lonesome self.

.Life gets dull sooner or later.

I didn't expect it to be so soon, though. Hmmmm... even all 'em Networking sites - be it Friendster, Facebook, Myspace, Hi5 or whatever shyty sites they're creating nowadays, are boring. What happened to all the interesting people in this world? Is it the crowd I hangout with? Or am I just facing pre-clinical-jitters? I'll tell ya one thing, I am sooooo sick and tired of HIM~~ What an A-hole.

As for medicine at UKM, ups and downs as usual. What makes it bearable are my friends. Thank god for them! Without these people, I'd be drowning myself at the Titiwangsa lake. Swimming with 'em dead and alive fishes (I'd prolly be joining the former, haha)

BORED! BORED! Somebody help me! I've been sleeping a lot lately, not knowing what to do. Well, there is that other option of which I don't feel like going into - studying. That'd be even more unbearable. Aiyaa~ Help me dear God, bring me to the right path as I feel so lost right now. Roaming these empty streets, taking glimpses of empty buildings and sidewalks. Not knowing what to do and where to go. The idea to just keep going and not stopping for anything is rather exhausting.

So, what to do? Any suggestions? I'm open to any. *sniff2* Yeah, I'm THAT desperate. Anyway, ciao bella~

l e n a out~