wth?

Dear Blog,

Great. I can't sleep.

Kept thinking about the stupid futsal tournament yesterday.

It was sooooo hilarious, I forgot to laugh.

I think I ended up playing all the positions. I dunno what happened to my teammates. I don't understand why they didn't go for the ball. I mean, yeah, I know its hard. But it looked like they didn't do their best. It was like they weren't even trying.

They just watched the opponents run to the goal.

They just watched the ball roll right past them.

I was already pancit during the 2nd half coz I used up all my energy to run all over the stupid turf. Sheeeshh.

I'm sorry if I sound mean right now, but that's just how I feel. I gotta let it out so I can play better tomorrow and not hold any grudges.

My teammates are all really nice people. It's very sporting of them to even join when they should be at home with their families coz our 1-week holiday just started. But, I just can't see this happening in a team that I'm in. Sakit mata. I have to re-arrange the positions and make-up a different strategy tomorrow. We'll be up against our 4th year seniors. I've seen how they play, and I've seen how my team played.

95% possession would definitely be theirs. That means, our defense must be tight. Since I volunteered to be da goalkeeper tomorrow, I want at least one defender to stay behind. I also want both defenders to mark Kak Osya and Kak Sa each. Both of em have pretty wicked skills with the ball, that's dangerous on my part. If our defense is good, I might be able to stop the ball from getting in, if they shoot from a far distance. Again, defense must be tight.

I have a feeling my team attackers won't be getting the ball often, so...I should bring them down, at least as far as midfield.

As for UCSI, I don't really know how they play. But I definitely wanna play striker again for that game.

If we can't score, at least we'll try for a draw. Losing is no option this time.

.think Farah, THINK! l e n a.