time for a nap

Dear Blog,

Yup, that's right. It's time for me to take a break from all this dating crap. Had enough for a while. Like Big Bro said, I'm in that period where I should be concentrating on my studies. Dating, would be a major distraction. He would know, of course. He just got out of a very, very 'misunderstood' relationship.

Relationships, people, are very tedious. If you can't even straighten you're own life, how do you expect to take care of someone else's? That's prolly my scenario right now. I've got all kinds of crap going on in my life. People say I release some sorta negative vibe around me and it's pushing a few people away. Only my family and friends, the people who know me, know better.

So, it's time to take a shut-eye from this. 3R. Who knows, I might be a better person when I wake up from this hibernation.

Time to put up that F-off sign on my forehead (like Eva Mendez in Hitch) and scare people away. Feels good. Don't need to layan people for now.

Come to think about it, whatever I'm saying right now could be that barrier everyone's been talking about. You know...the barrier that shields you so you don't get hurt anymore. I have no clue whatsoever whether I'm saying all this because I'm OK and feeling stronger, or I'm just being egotistical. Either way, it is what it is.

BTW, currently playing Resident Evil 5 (RE5) on PS3. Feels good shooting 'em virus-infected people. I play Sheva (the African woman, Chris's new partner). Yeahh, RE5 is awesome coz it's 2 players now. AND, I'm still getting high frags on CS (eat that suckas!). awp map and fry pool day is the best map to play at. One, is a sniper stage whereas the other is storming the front. 2 tactics that I love best.

The best therapy after getting hurt?...shooting people, haha.

.thank God I don't own a gun, l e n a.

p/s: I realized I wrote 3 important words that rhyme together....Nap, Crap and Map. Cool.