stranded on an island

Dear Blog,

It is now the 5th day of our study week and man...I feel like I'm going nuts!

I disciplined myself to go to the gym every 2 days at the very least, just to maintain my mental and physical health. Otherwise, all we (Assila, Fatin & I) do is study, eat, study, eat...owh, and sleep. Can't forget that, LOL.

I feel like a zombie. I feel as though my skin is getting paler and paler due to the lack of sunlight exposure (over-exaggerating) Owh, maybe a vampire instead of a zombie.


This is crazy. This is a very unhealthy way to study, but, it's the ONLY way I can and know how to.

Thank God Ainul (another housemate of ours) left her door unlocked since she's the only one with the television. Watching the news yesterday and during lunch earlier today, I've realized that I don't really know what's going on out there. Funny. It's like, being trapped in a box with no window - unable to see the world from the inside out.

I rarely call my family when I'm here coz I know I'll see them during the weekends. But, boy...I've been so stressed out..I keep calling my twin sister every single day...which is VERY unusual. I mean, I just met her and the family last weekend, but it feels like ages! I miss them so much! =(

I miss home =(

.get me outta here! l e n a.